and his name is Graeme.........
In April 2004 I decided to link into an email account that was set up late in 2003. It was one of those on-line Dating spaces....Don't know why I did.....I just did.... and then a funny thing happened. I met someone...I saw his photo...and there was something about him...don't know what....but there was....so I started to chat with him....and on the 14th of April 2004 my life changed....forever....
His name is Graeme....and he is the sweetest kindest gentle man you could know....I met him officially on the21st of April....and for me it was love at first sight...!
I know I know the cynics would say.....rubbish - your in lust with the feelings of loves first blush - blah blah blah, but my instincts tell me - he's the one.....In fact I know he is....You see my instincts are a bit like the welsch plug in a car engine....you know they are there, they have a function but your not quite sure what.....until someone tells you.....and thats precisely what happened to me...
I fell in love....I am in love....and I don't really care what welsch plugs do - I'm just glad they are there.....apparantly in America they are called core plugs....how appropriate....the one element in the human psyche that cannot be measured, seen or touched - instinct......and I use the analogy of the welsch plug - or core plug...!
Now I've found him....I'm on a journey.....I have a diary of every message he has ever sent...every word...
I love you Graeme....